Have You Wonder?

I wonder how different my life would be
If I had chosen to do somethings differently
At the age of sixteen and a half
When a turn of event may have lead to a different outcome

Would I be here blogging my thoughts as it is now
Would I be meeting the same people as I have up to this moment
Would I be facing the same predicaments and problems
If I had chosen a different path in the past?

Would we still be together
Would I have married you
Would I have kept a fat cat named Manja in my life
If I had chosen a different path in the past?

Would my mother still be alive today
Would my sister be less coddled
Would I have been given Mira as my daughter
If I had chosen a different path in the past?

Would I had to face all the confusion
Would I have my heart broken twice
Would I be always uncertain of my decisions all the time
If I had chosen a different path in the past?

How different would life be
Is something I cannot stop wondering
As my next birthday comes looming over the new year
What if I had chosen a different path at sixteen?

xoxo