Friday, December 30, 2016

I stalk fictional characters

I love books. I became an avid reader since once of my closest cousin growing up (niece, really) introduced me to the wonderful world of Enid Blyton.

Speaking of, I dreamt of her a few days ago. We've not been in touch for years now, sadly. I hope she is well, if she still reads my blog. I miss you.

Anyway, I found fan-fiction by accident a couple of years ago. I was looking for online groups to join to read about Harry Potter theories. I love reading theories.

Sometimes you'll discover wonderfully written fan-fic by amateur writers. I'm glad that I found a few. One of my favourite is an HP fan-fic about vampires.

Sometimes the story can be intriguing but things like getting "you're" and "your" wrong irked me to no end. I just have to stop reading them.

And now, my fan-fic world has expanded to Wattpad. What fan-fic I am into now is a secret because I am embarrassed of my frivolity. LOL!

That is all.


Thursday, December 15, 2016

Because hope comes from in you, and wishes are just magic.

I want a new job that I like and that pays me double of what I'm getting now.

I want to be healthy, stay healthy; basically I want my 20-year-old body back.

I want to fall in love again.

I want someone to take care of me because I am TIRED of taking care of myself.


Wednesday, September 30, 2015

The night before exam is like a night before Christmas. You can't sleep, and yet hope for a miracle.

UPSR 2016...

The exam format has been announced recently. I find this strange because didn't the MOE thought about this out when they first decide to introduce the KSSR syllabus back then? It should be thorough, right? Or this is just the way I think? ;-p

At least, they should have it firmed up and ready when the first batch started their Tahap 2 lah kan.

Anyhow, I don't foresee Mira getting any As, inikan pulak 6As. She might surprise me though, who knows. I'm not being a pessimist but I do know my daughter well enough. She doesn't give a rat's ass about school.

She may be dyslexic, but she is bright. And I'm not only saying this because she's my daughter. She has a talent to memorize things just by visual and by ear. However, she only applies her 'talent' on things she loves. Studies, unfortunately, is not one of them.

I have constructed a study plan for her finals. My hope is for her to at least pass her exams lah. We even discussed the hows and stuffs. I even give her a pep talk, just to keep her motivation high.

But here's the thing. If the plan is for her to study a subject for an hour a day, I find myself having to give her pep talks for 45 minutes out of the hour. Because within the first 10 minutes after we started, she'll become unhappy. The next 5 minutes, I will start to get agitated that I have to stop before I turned into the wicked stepmother.

How else can I help her see that SHE CAN do it? That she needs to find her own style of learning? I can help only so much. That she has the brains, that she is a bright girl, and that she's not stupid?

She can do it, you guys. Essay writing and maths is a different story lah but for the rest of the subjects I know she can score. But tu lah... the person herself doesn't believe she can. How?

That is all.


Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Be Yourself and You will Increase in Beauty

I wanted to blog about some progress (if you may call it that) in my work life, but... got sidetracked. Let's listen to this song instead. I'm obsessed with it!

Kun Anta by Humood AlKhudher.


That is all.


Wednesday, April 29, 2015

We totally got out magicked in our own magic house. Unbelievable.

I hate my job. But I'm with the most flexible company ever and I need to be flexible right now.

But I just hate it! I'm totally lost as how to make it successful. I have no interest in it, what-so-ever. Stress wei.

It would have been something I'd like to do 10 years ago. I think I'd be happy and excel in this job back then, when I'm so involved in managing a website and blogging and such. But social media has made me lazy. I hardly blog here as you can see because creating an entry needs to be thought out properly. Ayat kena susun cantik2, the sentences and paragraph must flow coherently and what not. It's not like, just typing a short 140 characters or post a photo that says it all.

I have to persevere for at least another few more years. Until Mira don't need me to be at her beck and call at least. Then, I'm going to go find another job that I like to do. Like, HR maybe :p

I need a holiday!